Just here to make a quick update bcos i`m gonna get ready to go out soon. Gonna go to Uncle Ringo`s funfair @ Hg mrt station there. Haha. I know its damn near my house but i still needa prepare what! Haha.

Alrights. Ytd i went to marcus`s house area to drop some stuff off at his house. It was damn funny bcos when i walked down the stairs, marcus`s mom was standing at the door so i stood one level higher so she couldnt see me and i kept laughing and laughing as i talked to crush on the phone After she left, i quickly ran down and dropped the stuff and ZAO ! Haha. Headed to longhouse to eat. Lotsa memories came flooding back as i walked there but i managed to control my tears. Hais.. After eating, i wenta town. Bought a new pair of heels bcos the one i wore made my feet hurt like fuck and i couldnt walk properly. Haha. I had to wear heels bcos i was wearing short pants and if i wore flats, i will look damn short ! Haha. I drew $150 out of my bank acct but i dunno what the fuck i spent on and i am only left with $60. Haha. Anyways, i think im gonna get a new perfume soon. Still deciding which one to get. Any idea? I also wanna buy clinique compact powder ! Rarrr ! Hahaha.

Sian leh. I dont know if i should still call marcus on monday. I sorta know his answer alrdy and i am afraid of getting disappointed and hurt by him once again. It took me a few days to get everything right but yet, i still wanna hold on bcos afterall, we were tgt for so long and i really dont want to see everything going down the drain like this. Arghs.. Wad to do? Im afraid that if he disappoints me, i`ll fall right back down to the bottom again. I dont want to be crying anymore, i dont want to have the heavy heart feeling bcos it sucks.Grrrr... Why must god give us girls this 'emo hormones'? Guys dont seem to have it ! Haha.

Oh, and i suddenly remember something, i spent $6 on arcade games. Haha. Okay, now at least i know where my money went. Imma go get ready now ! Bye people ! =)


Okay. Bye! Sammie`s out ! =)

UPDATE: Hi, im back from the funfair. Its so fucking fun but its so freaking scary ! Haha. Sat this ride called 'Challenger', Gosh ! My heart flew to my mouth, and i had so many so many butterflies in my stomach. The scary-ness is really undescribable man ! When i came off the ride, my legs became jelly and i was so so dizzy i felt like puking ! Haha. But still fun luhs ! Den me and hwee went to sit a mini rollar coaster. We were like retards, kept screaming when it isnt even scary ! Haha.. afterwhich, we sat another ride, i forgotten what its called but it made my ass damn pain. At tht ride, this cute malay guy said to me ' gen wo zuo' so i said ok but i sat one seat away frm him and asked hwee to sit beside him. Haha. Den he asked for our names and when we left, he said bye to us. Really very cute sia he ! haha. I know i sound damn flirt now but wadeverrrr bcos i know imma get disappointed on monday ! Grrr.. If i do, imma go back to the funfair to look for tht cute malay guy ! Haha. But seriously, i really still love marcus. Just tht it aint as much as before. Hais.. Sian lah ! Imma go lie on the bed now bcos im still so fucking dizzy i feel like imma fall off the chair. Haha. Bye pple !